So Unfair?

1 Samuel 22:18-19

“The king then ordered Doeg, ‘You turn and strike down the priests.’ So Doeg the Edomite turned and struck them down. That day he killed eighty-five men who wore the linen ephod. He also put to sword Nob, the town of the priests, with its men and women, its children and infants, and its cattle, donkeys and sheep.”

In the U.S. science fiction tv series Fringe, a perfect storm is set to happen via the collision of two parallel universes. This was in result of Walter Bishop, the genius scientist, opening a door to an alternate reality, which he did many years ago to save his son’s ‘other’ life. Such created an imbalance in both universes, but was more destructive to the other. Being equally smart, the parallel Walter exhausted everything from his more technologically advanced side to take back his son and make that personal vendetta. By everything it meant having to sacrifice countless innocent lives which he reasoned, ‘for the greater good’. Season 3 is still running under Fox TV, if you’re interested. We’re hooked :>

In today's reading, we see King Saul under a tamarisk tree trying to sales talk his tribesmen to loyalty by presenting them a list of non-benefits in David’s rule, given the latter's outlaw status: no rice allowance, no retirement coverage, no promotion. He was threatened by the ex-shepherd’s newly formed four hundred force that he called a meeting of his own. Saul’s paranoia lead him to command the slaughter of those he felt might be feeding the conspiracy - - even if they’re wearing the linen ephod. The kill extended to  the priest's town, unsparing even their infants. Every ear who heard of it sure did tingle. It was barbaric, cruel and inhumane. All for the good of one selfish man and as a result of one lying man. It is believed Ahimelech descended from Eli’s line and this was part of their prophesied downfall. True of not, the point is that we all feel they don’t deserve such deaths. The high priest’s last deed was even kindness to the hungry David. How can life be so unfair?

Why should a marriage break for the infidelity of one? Why should innocent children inherit their parents’ sickness? Why do the diligent suffer with their incompetent bosses?  Why do the wicked prosper? Job was upright and blameless, even commended by God himself, but his family, his wealth and health we’re all taken away from him. Nagged by his wife to curse God and die, he replied, ‘Shall we accept good from God, and not trouble?’ And in all this, he did not sin in what he said. Many before us suffered far more than we ever will, yet they kept their faith. Jesus who knew no sin died for all of ours. It was unfair. But He endured it for the joy of our salvation. If Ahimelech knew his son would be able to escape Saul’s sword, that alone is worth praising God for. Parents would trade their lives for their children's. We may feel God has taken away something from us. But that only meant, He did first give. Do your accounting and for sure His side of the scale is weightier. How about your gratitude versus His daily grace? So unfair?

The Good Son

1 Samuel 22:3

“David went to Mizpah in Moab and said to the king of Moab, ‘Would you let my father and mother come and stay with you until I learn what God will do for me?’”

Today marks EDSA People Revolution’s 25^th year - - the Filipino people’s triumph over the more than two decades of Marcos’ rule, half of which under Martial Law. God sovereignty orchestrated that this silver celebration will be presided by no less than the only son of EDSA’s iconic heroes  - - President Noynoy Aquino III. Putting aside all politics and showbiz, isn’t it just heartwarming to see a son pay tribute to his unquestionably, deserving parents? Holding the highest office in the land, the world expects him to do so, although I’m sure he’d count it more as a privilege than a responsibility.

More running for his life than for public office, David knew his status greatly affects his family. His good popularity gained them enough media exposures, and it’s now to their disadvantage that their son was considered an outlaw. David took it upon himself to take responsibility of their safety. He could have entrusted their keeping to his older brothers. They sure were above him in the home. But neither did he give his full hands and bigger burdens as excuses. No one expects him to do so, but he counted it his responsibility. And with his unquestionable character, I’m sure his good heart took it as a privilege. Minding not just their covering but convenience as well, David brought them to their great grandmother’s hometown, Moab. That’s more than enough to call him a good son. But he pushed further.  He spoke to no less than the king of Moab himself for their life’s certainty.

1 Timothy 5:4 says we should put religion into practice by caring for our own family and so repaying our parents and grandparents, for this is pleasing to God.  ‘Utang na Loob’ then is more than a Filipino tradition. It is God commanded. We honor them not just in words, but in kind. It will cost us - - time, resource, energy - - but didn’t they love us first? Others may argue ‘deservability’, but is it found in the verse? Many will remember and pay respect to Senator Ninoy and President Cory today, for they did a lot for this country. But who do you expect to mind your parents today? Take time. They may not hear it if we wait twenty-five more years.

The Unlikely Herd – in 3D!

1 Samuel 22:2

“All those who were in distress or in debt or discontented gathered around him, and he became their leader. About four hundred men were with him.”

Ice Age was about an unlikely herd who decided to stick together despite their differences. Manny the Mammoth was the careful, Diego the sabre-toothed cat was the carefree and Sid the Sloth was the careless. They were soon joined by opposums, more mammoths, and one-eyed weasel in three installments of adventure full of hits and pits, wits and misfits. Can’t wait for the Continental Drift next year :>

In the cave of Adullam, David too found company in an unlikely herd of 3Ds. Misters Distressed, Misters InDebted, and Misters Discontented gathered around him - - all four hundred of them. It’s hard enough to bear one’s burdens, it’s harder still to drag along those heavily baggaged. Imagine calling everyone for mealtime and hearing these throw lines:

     Mr. Distressed: I wonder if this will be our last meal together.

     Mr. In Debt: Who will be paying for all these?

     Mr. Discontented: Can’t we find a more decent meal?

But God saw it fit to make David their leader. These men needed no more pulling from their already miserable states. God may be cooking one big plan with David as main ingredient, but that doesn’t mean He’d care less for the herbs and spices. As team players,  don’t we all need someone to push us beyond our self-inflicted limitations?  We all have pressing, personal issues and it wouldn’t go away even if we attend to it fulltime. Don’t wait for your problems to stop before you start serving God. That time may never come. Did you notice His names are Refuge, Strength, Peace, Wisdom - - and not Convenience? This goes for David too. If he were given a perfect control group, how else could he learn kindness, patience and love?  If Jesus did not became friends with sinners and mentor to twelve unlikely men, how else could He claim to be able to sympathize with our weaknesses, tempted in every way, just as we are – but without sin.

When you look at the people around you, what do you see? They’re not your ideal herd right? But why do you think these careful, carefree, and careless men flock around you?  Exactly because we're of the same feather hiding under God’s wings! No one is better off than anyone. We are actually one with everyone. We don’t wait for a better herd to come. We can make ours a better one by caring now. Love those 3D glasses - - life becomes larger with those!

Cast Away

1 Samuel 21:3, 8, 12-13

“David said to Ahimelech, ‘Now then, what do you have on hand? Give me five loaves of bread, or whatever you can find. Don’t you have a spear or a sword here?’” “David was very much afraid and pretended to be insane in their presence.”

Stranded on an uninhabited island, one sane person would readily attempt to send rescue signals or find a raft as getaway. When these fail you, next is to search for food, water and make shelter to keep you alive at least. After weeks and months and you’re still there, you’ll find yourself naming a volleyball ‘Wilson’ and have regular conversations with him. With this friend, you’ll be strengthened anew, enough to brave your way though surfs and storms. Such is the drama behind Tom Hank’s Cast Away and in agreement to Maslow’s Hierarchy of Needs.

David had none of those. No bread, no sword, no one, no plan. The little faith left in him brought him to find shelter in the tabernacle. But at Ahimelech’s inquiry, he let loose all his held-truth. At the sight of Saul’s head shepherd, Israel’s best sheep-defender was threatened and talked more lies. He fled again and thought safety behind enemy lines. But this too failed him and so he resorted to the unimaginable: he acted insane. He was hard pressed, perplexed, persecuted, struck down - - but he was never forsaken. God was with him all along. He was hungry and he was provided with sacred bread; he was unarmed but he was handed with Goliath’s sword; his life was at his enemy’s taking but no one took it; he was alone but in the next chapter his family will come to him; he was an outcast but soon  he’ll be leading four hundred men. God left no stone unturned. Even if we are faithless, He remains faithful. That’s who He is, He cannot change.

To resort to desperate measures is to imply you have lost all hope, equals having no God to hold. And that is a lie. God maybe silent but He’s never absent. In His wisdom He may not free us from all sickness, but that doesn’t discard that truth that He is Healer. He allowed Lazarus to die to display He’s more than what we ask for.  His comfort seeks that we become His comforters, rather than be plainly comfortable. God allowed David to be empty handed so he can soon declare that ‘no righteous will beg for bread’. He deliberately gave him no time to arm himself for He purposed to hand him Goliath’s sword to remind him that this battle is the Lord’s. If what we’re holding is that last straw, keep going. If it went past your grip, don’t despair. ‘Wilson’ may have fallen from your raft but that only means God’s cargo ship is nearby. He will soon draw you out of deep waters. That’s who He is, He's in charge!

Major Major!

1 Samuel 20:31

“As long as the son of Jesse lives on this earth, neither you nor your kingdom will be established. Now send and bring him to me, for he must die.”

A hindrance is something or someone that interferes with or delays action or progress.  It makes a situation burdensome and a person weighed down. As a young, full time, home based mom, I try to make wise use of my time by having set-goals. I had to. For if not, I fear my life will just slip away, leaving me depressed and depreciating, haha :>  Daily, my major tasks are this devotional blog, my curriculum project in Windsong, and the kids homeschooling. That moved kids-sitting, household chores and social networking to minor status. Trouble comes when I shuffle categories along with my mood swings, or when the minors, literal and otherwise, hinder me from sticking to the majors. Now you know how I get angry, irritated and guilty. That’s twelve I’s and ME’s in just one paragraph!

When we make everything around us about us, we push all else to the minor category, or worse, be our major competition. King Saul was so obsessed in keeping his line and his rule that he disregarded both law and reason to his satisfaction. He saw David advancing from being a lowly shepherd to becoming a well-loved soldier. This flock-tender was now his son’s best friend, his daughter’s husband, and Samuel’s new apprentice. More and more for David meant less and less for him. Like Natalie Portman in the Black Swan, Saul couldn’t bear seeing someone standby as alternate. Especially not his harp-player.

What Saul and I, and many of us fail to realize is that God alone owns the center stage. That linear lifeline is not intended for us to draw our self-declared agenda, thus discredit others for standing in the way. God’s will is the only way. Either we walk alongside Him or be a hindrance to Him. Choosing the latter will not stop Him, but it will surely stop us. May God’s word be our guide in aligning our priorities right. It’s a major major mistake not to - -  enough to lose our crowns.

Name It!

1 Samuel 20:4

“Jonathan said to David, ‘Whatever you want me to do, I’ll do for you’.”

Gary Chapman, in his book The Five Languages of Love, wrote about the importance of expressing love to your partner in the manner they best understand. It can be through words of affirmation, physical touch, quality time, acts of service, and gifts. As a parent, I find the last one most appreciated by my kids. And so I try to find ways to fill this love tank to the best of my ability, and budget :> From chocolates to stickers, cookies to toy-lets (haha!), I keep these supplies within reach as an anytime surprise. But there’s also that different delight when I ask the daring, no holds barred question, ‘What surprise do you want?’ It’s a joy at both ends. They’re puffed up to get THEIR idea of cravings, and it’s always a pleasure to carry it out. Of course I knew they wouldn’t ask for Little Tikes or Wii games. For if they’re exposed with those, I wouldn’t open the limitless sky, haha!

Hearing his friend’s misery from maltreatment, Jonathan offered him not just sympathy, but service. He knew David has never wronged them. He mentioned that to Saul himself in the previous chapter. But with these turn of events, he’s being pushed to take sides. He’s understandably confused, but not blinded. Holding on to truth and trusting his friend, he asked ‘Whatever you want me to do, I’ll do for you’. He has proven David’s worth and walk. That’s his certificate of confidence. And David did not fail him again. He could have taken this advantage and asked him to readily force in a battle against Saul. They’re both respected and able leaders. They could easily organize a coup, if they weren’t God-fearing. David considered the struggle Jonathan is going through. His sensitivity and selflessness caused him to allow Jonathan to confirm it for himself. That's what friends do. I’m sure it’s no coincidence that when the blind Bartimaeus called Jesus ‘the Son of David’, our Messiah uttered the same words, “What do you want me to do for you?’  In His sovereignty, this could still be in honor of David’s unfailing kindness to Jonathan’s line. Can’t help praising God for how His kingdom works!

A covenant of love is always two-sided. God offered to grant all things asked in His name and if according to His will. What we ask, it will be given. When we seek, we will find. When we knock, He will open. Oh how we all love His promises! But as children, we don’t just enjoy house privileges, we share in the responsibilities too. That’s our side of the love relationship. God wants to shower us with blessings but sometimes our hearts are not yet ready for the taking. David has proven it with his worth and walk. Have we completed ours?

Haven of Rest

1 Samuel 19:18

“When David had fled and made his escape, he went to Samuel at Ramah and told him all Saul had done to him. Then he and Samuel went to Naioth and stayed there.”

In an interview on Radio Inquirer last Tuesday night, NBN-ZTE deal whistleblower Jun Lozada said he has accepted that his previous life was gone already. “Since I testified three years ago, I had to live in a convent for security reasons. It has been three months since my family and I have returned to our house but it’s not the same anymore. The security issues are still there.”  It was not the first time the doors of seminaries and convents opened its door for those who seek refuge. During the martial law years, they also took in victims of human rights violations. And now with former state auditor Heidi Mendoza’s uncovering the pocketed millions of pesos in the military funds, they again expressed willingness to provide her a sanctuary.

When death was lying in wait at his door, God provided a window for David’s escape. Next question is where to go. If security was top of his mind, there’s his father’s house in Bethlehem. Maybe he can tap his military brothers to fight alongside him. If all he needed was sorting and sympathy, there’s Jonathan to stand by him. But of course, that’s’ running closer to danger. David knew better than to seek some feel-good, pat-on-the-back answers. Ever since the anointing with oil, his life has never been the same. And so he sought for the root of the matter. It’s one thing to know God’s purposes for us, it’s another to allow Him to guide us with our every step. Samuel brought him to a school of prophets, maybe thinking Saul would not attempt to slay him there. That’s the hope of a sanctuary. But even before he ran for his life, David already had his Fortress. He was already singing the Lord’s salvation on his way to Ramah. There’s no haven safer than being in the hands of our Father.

Spending a weekend in retreat houses, seeking the company of friends, even shopping for ladies are all valid steps to de-stress us from our tormentors. But all can’t guarantee a stop. We will still all go home insecure and unprotected. Saul thrice sent men to capture David there, he even went himself. Ramah obviously could not offer him immunity. His Refuge did. David’s valley of death did not end here. It will continue on. When we cast our cares on God, it doesn’t mean He not pull us out from our pains, but He will make sure we are strong for the struggle. He will be our Strength, our true Haven of Rest.

Song In the Night

1 Samuel 19:11

“Saul sent men to David’s house to watch it and to kill him in the morning. But Michal, David’s husband, warned him, ‘If you don’t run from your life tonight, tomorrow you’ll be killed."

According to Charles Spurgeon, 'We have nights of all kinds – nights of sorrow, nights of persecution, nights of doubts, nights of bewilderment, nights of anxiety, nights of oppression, nights of ignorance – which press upon our spirits and terrify our souls.' Our night songs define how we perceive the next morning coming, and whether we’d want it soon or stay awake to delay it. Yesterday was my tantrum night. All day I was looking forward for Tris to come home so we can watch our favorite Fringe episodes. He retired after just one shot. I was so disappointed and angry because I was very bored lately. I felt it was unfair that my simple joy was dependent on his call. But I never aired that of course. That’s unlike me. Deep in my heart, I knew I was behaving like a brat. And so he slept unaware, and I cried the whole night in vain. I hate the thought of confessing in the morning, but truth says it will only prolong the misery.  

My night is petty compared to most of you. I’m sure you have bigger, more mature reasons to dread the morning. David had his worst night too. Outside his home were Saul’s men snarling like dogs, ready to kill him in the morning.  He can fight ten thousands of Philistines for they are Israel’s enemy, but how can he escape his king, to whom he is subject to? I’m sure he was confused, but not without hope. In his darkest night, he was still able to write a song. But it was far from beats of anger or tones of desperation. Psalm 59 was all about God’s sound justice and sure deliverance. He wasn’t just doing positive thinking. It was deeply grounded in the nature and proven nurture of God.  Thus the beautiful sound of verse 16:  “But I will sing of your strength, in the morning I will sing of your love; for you are my fortress, my refuge in times of trouble.”

We may have threats waiting outside our doors, lying in wait to consume us in the morning, but we have a God, our Maker, who gives songs in the night. Even our darkest night will not be dark to Him. The night will shine like the day, for darkness is as light to Him. Yes we CAN be still. He is God. Let me appropriately end this blog with that song. God bless us all.

Don’t Lie To Me

1 Samuel 19:17

“Saul said to Michal, ‘Why did you deceive me like this and send my enemy away so that he escaped?’ Michal told him, ‘He said to me, ‘Let me get away. Why should I kill you?”

I will lie to you if I say I’m always a good mom. In the area of truthfulness alone, I daily fall short. Let me name a few. SIN-ario#1: When my always-hungry kids ask for more bread, especially after a heavy rice meal, I usually say ‘There’s no More’.  I could have said, ‘That’s enough’ but it will just momentarily pause their plea. Plus, I’d rather make them feel bad about the supplies, not me. SIN-ario#2: When it’s time for them to sleep and they struggle, begging to watch some more DVDs, here's what I say: “Barney will now sleep. He’s tired.” Amazingly, they’ll believe it. I just don’t know ‘til when. SIN-ario#3:  When they’re so unruly, overly noisy, and I felt I fairly needed some sanity, I send them to their room and seriously say, “Mom’s working. Stay there.”  It’s my script even when I’m just playing Cityville. Effective statements, but untrue.  May seem harmless, but still untrue.

White lies are considered beneficial statements, used for the better good. But who are we fooling? Michal, like Rahab, used it to help people escape from sure death. But God can save regardless of our input. He was able to make David fight ten thousands of Philistine warriors without a girl’s protection, right? It was not her lies that bought him time, it was God’s providence. Rahab was commended not because she lied either. The end doesn’t justify the means. God’s righteous standard runs from purpose to process to product. Call it bluff, exaggeration, flattery, excuse, or half-truth, a lie is still contrary to God’s character. He hates it and sees it as an abomination. It was the enemy’s first weapon and it never went obsolete. Paul said, “Each of you must put off falsehood and speak truthfully to his neighbor, for we are all members of one body”. The reason he gives is our identity in Christ. We cannot say we are God’s children and behave otherwise.

In the article ‘The 15 Most Common White Lies and Why’, the writer said, “I think the world is probably a better place because of our white lies. As long as we aren’t hurting others or breaking the laws, these innocent lies make life more pleasant.”   Now that’s a lie. We are hurting Someone and breaking His law when we lie. He created the best garden but one lying serpent painted it with discontent. Nothing untrue is pleasant. Don’t be deceived.

Friend In Deed

1 Samuel 19:2-3

“My father Saul is looking for a chance to kill you. Be on your guard tomorrow morning; go into hiding and stay there. I will go out and stand with my father in the field where you are. I will speak to him about you and tell you what I find out.”

It’s Valentine’s Day today. Next to Christmas, it’s the best season to show and send love. According to one site, 70% of those celebrating this special day give a card, followed by a phone call, gift, special dinner, candies/chocolates, and flowers. Ours fell on the meal category. I got a good fish and chips lunch treat from my husband yesterday. I returned the favor with a feel-good breakfast this morning: hot chocolate, bacon, eggs and toast. The kids got their Chips Ahoy too. It’s a wonderful once-in-a-while indulgence. Can’t wait for my birthday for the repeat :>

Jonathan was so fond of David that he took off his own robe and gave it to him along with his tunic, and even his sword, his bow and his belt. But his love went beyond gift-giving and crossed over to life-giving. When Saul told them he wanted David killed, he did not just oppose his father’s will in his heart, he went to David for the leakage. That’s enough for him to win Mr. Friendship! But he did not stop until all is settled. He possibly waited for the perfect timing to deliver his script. We’ve all been there. Asking for an allowance increase is difficult already, how much more this plea. Seeing a window opening, he was even able to rebuke his father for his unwise and unreasonable decisions. Saul listened and so David was temporarily spared. Jonathan acted over and above what is expected of him. His love was more than words.

When a friend is in need, we pray for him. And because we love, we kneel until we hear God answer. When a friend is in need, we encourage him. And because we love, we ask for updates so we can refresh him again. When a friend is in need, we help him. And because we love, we will move from knowing the problem to all-out seeking the best solution. The good Samaritan was not even a friend but he took that extra mile. Jesus said, there is no greater love than to lay down one's life for one's friends. He walked His talk. Have we? Only a friend IN DEED is a friend INDEED!  

Quack Quack!

1 Samuel 18:18,19

“Who am I, and what is my family or my father’s clan in Israel, that I should become the king’s son-in-law?’ So when the time came for Merab, Saul’s daughter to be given to David, she was given in marriage to Adriel of Meholah.”

We all love Disney’s Donald Duck. He’s the one with the sailor shirt, blue cap and a bowtie. Like Pooh bear, they gave him no pants, haha! Funny to know he has a middle name, Fauntleroy, and a birthday too, March 13.  I usually can’t follow his speaking lines. It’s too fast, too nasal, and just too quacky :> His dominant personality trait is his short temper, or that he’s easily provoked. According to his-story, in a 1934 show for orphans, he was trying to recite ‘Little Boy Blue’ and the kids kept heckling him. He ended up throwing tantrums which marked his reputation debut. Mind this, he has been officially honored as the third most popular cartoon character of all time, next to Bugs Bunny, and topped by Mickey Mouse.  That’s despite his character flaw, and yes, only in cinemas.

Provocation deliberately illicits a response, usually to stimulate anger or cause resentment. Jeroboam was biblically popular in this, but Saul never lagged behind. He’s so determined in ruining David, that because his plan A of killing him via hurling spear failed, which by the way he will try again next chapter, he prepped a plan B worth of insult. Read verse 19 again and agree with me it’s highly de-m(e)an-ing! There was no mention if David was fond of her or anything but he did not refuse the offer either. In fact, she was his rightful claim for killing Goliath. Saul pinched that wound again when he said “Now, you have a second opportunity to become my son-in-law”. Play-rewind it in our time and you’ll hear him say, “You may be their hero, but I’m the boss here!” What a cruel, conceited man! It’s the same laugh I can imagine the enemy was slamming at the Cross. He tried tempting Jesus to come down and save Himself. Giving us a glimpse of the meekness of Christ, David never gave in. He made himself nothing, taking the very nature of a servant. In modesty, he regarded his family as unworthy of honor, and in maturity, he continued serving this king - - working with all his heart, as working for the Lord.

Two weeks ago, Pastor Peter Tanchi gave the message, “Honor God In Your Response”. He said, “How people treat us is outside our control. But what is within our control is our responsibility, and in that, honor God”. Even Donald Duck took a vacation drive to cure his temper. Ours is love. Passively, we are to be patient and not be easily angered.  Actively, we’re called to love our enemies, to pray and be kind to them. Undeserving? Yes. But aren't we all quacks?

That Green Thing

1 Samuel 18:5, 28

“Whatever Saul sent him to do, David did it so successfully that Saul gave him high rank in the army. This pleased all the people, and Saul’s officers as well. When Saul realized that the Lord was with David and that his daughter Michal loved David, Saul became still more afraid of him, and he remained his enemy the rest of his days.”

My kids love Veggietales. I so-like it too! How they reinvent and make relevant biblical stories for their young market is refreshingly interesting. Imagine vegetables conveying godly values! Why not :> Added fascination is their fantastic music, especially the closing Silly Songs.  My kids are playing one now for the nth time!   One of the three dvd copies we owned is the episode ‘The Ballad of Little Joe’. It’s their cowboy version of the biblical Joseph. One scene shows Pa Grape surprising the green cucumber celebrant with a colorful vest that made his brothers¸ played by the French Peas, jealous of him. Why would they not when all ten of them got birthday mittens instead, which they concluded as ‘we are not special’.  Their jealousy turns to spite and the rest is history.

 

Wikipedia refers jealousy to the negative thoughts and feelings of insecurity, fear, and anxiety over an anticipated loss of something that the person values, such as a relationship, friendship, or love. Add ‘crown’ to that list and it would completely paint King Saul starting this chapter. It corrupted his thoughts and caused him to resent every good thing David did. When they retuned from battle, he heard taunts and forgot the triumph. When David served him with harp music, he hurled a spear and disregarded the song. Everybody loved his young recruit but him. And because being jealous leads to being zealous, his unholy thoughts bred unrighteous tactics. Twice did he try to pin David to the wall while serving him, and twice did he offer his own daughters in marriage to be a snare to this people’s champ. But the Lord was with David. What others intended for harm, God turned it for good. Saul pushed David to a lot other battles to fall by the hands of the enemies, but it all the more increased his success rate, making him more loved by the people. Saul planned his marriage with Michal to his advantage, but she’ll turn out to be the one helping David escape with his life on the next chapter. Nobody’s losing here but Saul. He fed this green-eyed monster and it’s now eating him up.  

Pa Grape celebrated Little Joe’s uniqueness. That he’s special. God brags about that too! He designed us differently for He greatly rejoice in diversity. What we have is uniquely ours, and what He favors others is His prerogative. When He decides to give, no one can hinder. What He takes away, we cannot keep. Jealousy roots from discontent, whose surname is pride. Saul could have thanked God he still can enjoy a few more years as king. Jealousy slays the simple. When we disregard His grace, we are likely to dig our own graves. Take heed.

Fraud Hero

1 Samuel 17:48, 51,52

“As the Philistine moved closer to attack him, David ran quickly toward the battle line to meet him."
"He ran and stood over (Goliath). When the Philistine saw that their hero was dead, they turned and ran. Then the men of Israel surged forward...”

In the movie Troy, leading to the highlight was when the Trojans paid the Greeks a surprise attack. At the brink of such overwhelm, they saw Achilles coming and they knew it’s now a sure win. With this hero’s reputable power and precision, even Hector took a moment to pause, but it did not stop him. To everyone’s shock, Achilles was beaten over. However, when the prince pulled off the helmet, it revealed it was really Patroclus, the well-loved cousin. Wearing the same armor, they looked-alike and moved-alike. Thus the infamous brag, “This is Hector, the fool who thought he killed Achilles.”

The Philistines was confident of their hero. Sadly though, confidently wrong. In his resume were years of fighting experience, gigantic height, and his intimidating air. He’s everyone’s sure bet. It will not be surprising if some Israelites casted their votes on him too. But David’s Hero was never insecure either. His record shows an eternity of battles all won, He’s sure bigger than His created mountains, higher than the heavens in fact, and His meekness speaks louder than words. There was no fault found in Him, but sadly, many strayed far from Him. Goliath was soon proven a broken cistern. Beneath the bronze helmet was the fraud hero. His followers turned back and ran for their lives. David never had to retreat. He was twice mentioned running and it’s always forward going. The first time was to pursue the fight, the second was to claim the prize. He was right in placing his confidence in his God. He has the right to brag, he has the facts.

Who would admit following some fraud hero? But we can trace one by following his track. Is he running backward or forward? Isn’t it ironic to bear His Name but giving up a fight? To say we have a powerful God and yet live a defeated life? It is so confusing for this world to believe His message of hope when those carrying it daily forget to rejoice in that truth. No one wearing His armor in pretense can win a battle. For without His salvation, your helmet cannot protect you. Instead, it will just reveal the fraud you.

Still a Milk-Drinker?

 1 Samuel 17:46b-47

“This day the Lord will hand you over to me, and I’ll strike you down and cut off your head… and the whole world will know that there is a God in Israel. All those gathered here will know that it is not by sword or spear that the Lord saves; for the battle is the Lord’s, and He will give all of you into our hands.”

There are many angles to a story and different take-homes depending on our proximity to the incident and the relationship we have to those involved. Yesterday, I was browsing through the Facebook wall and I stopped the scroll when I saw an album post of my former roommate in Febias with the title ‘My Son’s Journey’. The first picture was a collage of what she called ‘tips to becoming a victorious batang pogi’. But it wasn’t fashion related or the like. They were his little boy’s preparation for a major surgery. By the time I hit 5th click, I was already crying. The camera captured how she fought back tears, trying to appear calm and strong, while they were being transferred to the O.R. via wheelchair. She’s been a dear friend and being a young mom myself, I knew it was heartbreaking. As if orchestrated with her name ‘Ten’, the tenth picture displayed her once again bubbly, refreshing countenance and her family’s all-out smiles while cuddling their brave boy in the recovery room. As third level recipient of the story, I rejoiced with them, generally for God’s healing to Akuo, and specifically for strengthening his parent’s hearts. I’m sure their relatives and closer friends can better shout out more praise items. How much more Ten!

David took three long verses to declare God’s sole credit to this battle. I felt it unusual for a guy to talk much in the heat of a fight, but my husband reasoned it might be because he was a natural poet. He was made one for the glory of One. God’s victory here made His Name known to the nations, generally. But for the feeble-hearted Saul and his fearful army, it was a specified lesson. He wanted them to get past His Name and have a gaze upon His Nature. His gentleness allowed them to first ‘watch and learn’ and His grace gave them the second chance to ‘go and do likewise’. For sure from David’s angle, God’s deliverance was far different and much deeper than anyone else. His personal relationship with God allowed him to experience this victory before his very eyes, with all its intricacies. He was ready for the meat, while the rest were still fed with milk.

Considering the time which had passed since we first heard God’s Name, have we grown much, moved a little, or are we still self-stucked in the ground? The author of Hebrews said, ‘You have been believers so long now that you ought to be teaching others. Instead, you need someone to teach you again the basic things about God’s word’. It has been a long-standing invitation to grow in the knowledge of our Lord but how come we’re still collecting hearsays when we can be His firsthand witnesses? Why settle to be one of the following crowd when we can have Him dine with us? Are we still Sunday eaters, heavily dependent on our Pastor’s prepared message, but malnourished all week long? We are not called to be spectators, we are to run the race. The next praise item we can all rejoice with can be yours for the posting. Let's fill FB wall with His praises!

Perfect Fit

1 Samuel 17:39

“David fastened on his sword over the tunic and tried walking around, because he was not used to them. ‘I cannot go in these,’ he said to Saul, ‘because I am not used to them.’ So he took them off.”

Over the weekend, we hosted six ladies to our humble abode. They were all mothers taking their much needed break from their cribs and careers. It was my chance too to realize my new-found dream of providing a ‘haven of rest’ for my Manila friends. Last November, we welcomed in our first two guests and it was a delight. Two months after, and with six appetites this time, I know it would be a challenge, but a good one.  I decided to treat them with freshly-baked, banana bread for their Sunday morning breakfast.  I did this recipe in muffin cups with my family before and it was superb. When the allotted 30 minutes was up, the smell was ‘oh-so-good’, but the look was ‘oh-what’s-that?!’ The crust was perfect, but the core was panic-strikingly unbaked. Ask every Martha and they’ll tell you this was worse than any natural calamity. I literally prayed for a miracle, and yes, I saw one: the mothers became considerate eaters, hahaha! Lesson learned: Muffin recipes are not advisable in Pyrex squares. It is not used to them.

When Saul dressed David in his own tunic, I think it was like my muffin naming itself as bread. It wouldn’t fit and it will not work. A slingshot requires some sort of lightness for speed thus making the armor more of a hindrance and best thrown off. Of course, we could try to work around it, push all limits possible, hoping for some divine intervention. But that’s not how the Spirit works. He equips those He called and He empowers those He equipped.  Do not desire the eye’s work when God has arranged you to be His ear. In His grace, He might extend your borders in time, but never in a flash. He designed nature to go through processes. David soon learned warrior stuff when he entered Saul’s army.  But for now, his one-on-one encounter with the lion and the bear is enough mustard seed for this mountain to move.  

Joseph couldn’t do Egypt state affairs if not for his humble beginnings in managing both Potiphar’s household and the prison cell. Peter’s (the fisherman) three years discipleship class with Jesus prepared him to be a great preacher in the early church. I will remember my baking lesson today so that in ten years, I can serve you Cebu’s best bread ever, naks! Meantime, we can be good stewards with what seems to be little things. God is most glorified not in the massiveness of our gifts but in the maturity of applying faithfulness to it.  We don’t just attempt great things for God. Our cue comes from Him. He will tell us when it’s time to upsize, and it will be a perfect fit.

Choose Your Battles

1 Samuel 17:23,24,26,28

“Goliath, the Philistine champion from Gath, stepped out from his lines and shouted his usual defiance, and David heard it. When the Israelites saw the man, they all ran from him in fear. David asked the men standing near him, “Who is this uncircumcised Philistine that he should defy the armies of the living God?” When Eliab, David’s older brother, heard him speaking with men, he burned with anger at him.”

Around lunch time yesterday, I was informed of a smut campaign against a dear friend. The author was able to hack through his email accounts and forwarded the slander to his contacts. This was done behind anonymity, and apparently, she’s been bugging around for three years now. Her wicked schemes and the damage she’s creating never stopped because nobody was bold enough to confront her. They wouldn’t risk being noticed. And they’re right. One dared and is now in the hot seat. My ‘informer’ was not intimidated either. Being a godly man, he saw the bigger need to expose her lies in God’s light, and in love of course. My friend alerted his leaders too. His main concern is if and how this could affect the Name he carries, especially since he’s involved in a public ministry. She may have shouted out defiance, but God’s people heard it. We need not hide, nor run in fear.

We all know there are two responses to every challenge we face. One is fear, the other is faith. The former walks backward, the latter runs forward. One sees the big problem and all its odds, the faithful sees the Almighty God, bigger and sure to overcome. But sometimes, there’s the lukewarm party who neither attacks nor retreats. Big brother Eliab cared less if they lose this war, not with his youngest brother taking the credit. And so he burned with anger at the sight of David’s noble line of thought. His words were hurting and humiliating. Goliath was bragging out there, but Jesse’s giant defied from within. Without his sling and stone, the young shepherd already won one battle here. As brothers, they knew each other’s flaws, but David never took that advantage. He asked for and in truth, and so with clean confidence, he turned around and chose the battle worth further fighting for.

Are the challenges we’re facing today worth our time and all?  Are we burning with anger for the sins committed or because of its personal inconvenience to us? Jesus overthrew the buy-and-sell stalls outside God’s temple, but he calmly addressed those questioning why he dined with sinners. What’s the difference? Think about it. Go and choose likewise.

First Things First

1 Samuel 17:20, 22

“Early in the morning David left the flock with a shepherd, loaded up and set out, as Jesse had directed. He reached the camp as the army was going out to its battle positions, shouting the war cry. David left his things with the keeper of the supplies, ran to the battle lines and greeted his brothers.”

Between my husband’s rest day and the next day’s worship service is our lazy family night. Lazy meaning it’s a no-agenda, anything goes, whatever pops-up let’s go thing-y. From dvd watching to baking cookies, angry birds to curling up under the blanket, it’s a treat of some sort. So fun it could keep us up ‘til almost midnight. Calling everyone to bed carries with it my back-to-reality duties as a home manager: pre-prepare breakfast, press clothes, etc. Oh, don’t I deserve a FULL day-off too? Giving in to my rights made some of our Sunday mornings hurried and harassed, and yes, not honoring to God.  

David was remarkably mindful of his duties. Leaving early that day meant he may have tapped the lamb-sitter the night before. Handing over both sheep and supplies to trustworthy men meant he made an effort to seek them. Going straight to his brothers for Jesse’s needed assurance, and not watching around as falsely accused by his brother, meant he was set to accomplish his task as directed. His eye for details and ears to discipline fits him well to be a great servant-leader. He spends time promptly. He secures treasure properly. He succeeds by doing things purposefully. And he didn’t mind attending to this errand despite the glitters of being already employed in the king’s service. Verse 15 says ‘he went back and forth from Saul to tend his father’s sheep’. There was no mention of demands or rights or special treatment or day off. He’s first Jesse’s son, the sheep steward, now Saul’s servant, soon holding the scepter. By heart, he keeps this order, and in time, God will fully-honor his obedience.

What time is it?  What’s in your hand? What are His orders? Knowing the answers to these daily life questions is crucial part of the work, but it’s still half the work done. Merriam-Webster defines discipline as control gained by enforcing obedience or order. It is why Paul beats into submission his own body and calls us to take it captive and place it under the Lordship of Christ. The temptation to ‘do not do what you want to do’ or ‘do what you hate to do’ may grow louder every minute, but ey, we can always shout ‘shut up!’. Better yet, look Up! See the cross and how Jesus surrendered his will to the Father. First things first equals putting God first. By heart, let us keep this order. It is His order.

Bad Hair Day?

1 Samuel 16: 23

“Whenever the spirit from God came upon Saul, David would take his harp and play. Then relief would come to Saul; he would feel better, and the evil spirit would leave him.”

My hair is naturally thick and wavy. It is unmanageable, unruly, and uhm, ugly? haha :> My husband’s vow to make me ‘more beautiful each day’ costs him P1.5K yearly for my rebonding. He says it’s worth his every cent compared to seeing (and hearing) me daily endure hours in blowdry. I couldn’t agree more. Added plus is the confidence to ramp anywhere (haha!), and talk to anyone without a speck of paranoia. But my Rapunzel story will always be tangled. The fairy’s wand works only with the hair, never the roots. In four or five months, the curls would start to show, and in eight, it’s again the full-grown, wind-wildly-blown old me. I’m on my sixth and yes, I’m home most of the time :>

Relief is partial removal of any discomfort. It aims to lessen, reduce, to momentarily pause, but never to completely treat or cure. Music has a way of doing that to the soul. It soothes the stressed, it calms our cries, it hides us awhile. Saul’s attendants thought it would do well for him to hear some harp music whenever he’s harassed by an evil spirit. And it did work. David’s skillful playing amazingly kicked out the tormentor… for a time. For it did come back in chapter 19.  The evil spirit’s foothold on Saul was because God’s Spirit left him.  No music can play alternate to the freedom forgiveness offers. Up until this time there was no remorse on Saul’s end. It may not revert his career path now, but restored relationship with God is his only key to a life of peace. There’s no other way.

How do we deal with our bad hair days? Should we continue fooling ourselves that giving in to our cravings could really heal our broken hearts? Will a full day of social networking able to fill in the void of being alone and empty? We may drink to our pains now but hangover will worsen it the next day. No amount of hair spells can rule out my insecurity. It is only by embracing the truth that I am God’s treasured masterpiece will I be able to live beautifully, and with grace. When we’re hurt, God’s offer is not some pain reliever or band-aids. He knows every root issue and He is the remedy. He is the only way.