Tuesday, October 2, 2012

I Don’t Deserve This

2 Chronicles 32:1

After all that Hezekiah had so faithfully done, Sennacherib king of Assyria came and invaded Judah. He laid siege to the fortified cities, thinking to conquer them for himself.

I came across this article from ‘The Natural Child Project’ which talks about and against rewards and praise to children. The method according to R.Grille ‘springs from the work of psychologists who painstakingly discovered that they could train rats to run mazes, pigeons to peck at colored buttons, and dogs to salivate at the sound of the dinner bell - by giving them a controlled schedule of rewards.’  He rebukes parents like me who use external motivations with a demand for better results instead of appreciating our kids for who they are and what they are doing NOW. Why should their self-worth be others-based? Why should their work be valued for its promised reward instead of being enjoyed as grace?  

King Hezekiah probably never experienced such parental pampering. With the ungodly Ahaz as father, he most likely vowed to become other than what the family expected of him. He may had been the least favorite son for not following their idolatrous ways, notably by not allowing himself to be sacrificed in the fire. Instead he grew up pleasing God alone.  His joy was not dependent on the rewards of his faithfulness, but on the relationship itself. Today’s chapter was proof to that. After three long chapters of his diligence to reform Judah’s ways, the verse above opens with the mighty Assyria threatening the land. That would be disappointing – if he was after God’s ‘fair’ remuneration. To the faithless, peace and prosperity are fitting rewards for obedience. But if we know that God is faithful, no fear or discouragement can make us insecure.

‘I don’t deserve this!’ We’ve heard and said it many times. We know of hardworking students failing board exams; homemakers with unappreciative family members; hundreds of overworked but underpaid employees; and yes, godly men and women in deep pain. But what do we expect actually? If we really want to go along that line of ‘deserving’, the Bible refers to us as sinners deserving death. If we feel we’re way above the sinners-status, the Bible also narrates of the sinless Jesus who suffered undeservedly in our stead.  King Hezekiah embraced the truth of grace and so was unshaken amidst life’s threat and seemingly ‘unfairness’. God’s presence is already more than what we all deserve. But if He is not enough for you, nothing else will.

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I Don’t Deserve This

2 Chronicles 32:1

After all that Hezekiah had so faithfully done, Sennacherib king of Assyria came and invaded Judah. He laid siege to the fortified cities, thinking to conquer them for himself.

I came across this article from ‘The Natural Child Project’ which talks about and against rewards and praise to children. The method according to R.Grille ‘springs from the work of psychologists who painstakingly discovered that they could train rats to run mazes, pigeons to peck at colored buttons, and dogs to salivate at the sound of the dinner bell - by giving them a controlled schedule of rewards.’  He rebukes parents like me who use external motivations with a demand for better results instead of appreciating our kids for who they are and what they are doing NOW. Why should their self-worth be others-based? Why should their work be valued for its promised reward instead of being enjoyed as grace?  

King Hezekiah probably never experienced such parental pampering. With the ungodly Ahaz as father, he most likely vowed to become other than what the family expected of him. He may had been the least favorite son for not following their idolatrous ways, notably by not allowing himself to be sacrificed in the fire. Instead he grew up pleasing God alone.  His joy was not dependent on the rewards of his faithfulness, but on the relationship itself. Today’s chapter was proof to that. After three long chapters of his diligence to reform Judah’s ways, the verse above opens with the mighty Assyria threatening the land. That would be disappointing – if he was after God’s ‘fair’ remuneration. To the faithless, peace and prosperity are fitting rewards for obedience. But if we know that God is faithful, no fear or discouragement can make us insecure.

‘I don’t deserve this!’ We’ve heard and said it many times. We know of hardworking students failing board exams; homemakers with unappreciative family members; hundreds of overworked but underpaid employees; and yes, godly men and women in deep pain. But what do we expect actually? If we really want to go along that line of ‘deserving’, the Bible refers to us as sinners deserving death. If we feel we’re way above the sinners-status, the Bible also narrates of the sinless Jesus who suffered undeservedly in our stead.  King Hezekiah embraced the truth of grace and so was unshaken amidst life’s threat and seemingly ‘unfairness’. God’s presence is already more than what we all deserve. But if He is not enough for you, nothing else will.